Recent Reflection

I love to travel. I have traveled The United States, Canada, and throughout European countries. Depending on the situation of the travel (how long will it take me to get there, who am I going with, and how am I traveling), I become homesick. I am hyperglycemic (I have low blood sugar) and need to eat small meals every three hours while I am awake. When I don't eat by that plan I become worn out easily. I am not very social. I say things that don't make sense and I look/sound like an invalid person.

Also, if I am around someone who I am enamored by or someone who I like, I will stutter in my thoughts and words no matter how well I follow my eating plan. Sometimes I keep my cool, but I am still working on my keeping my confidence high no matter the situation. I really don't know what I get nervous about. All I have to do is act like myself. It's a type of anxiety that happens when responding to a social situation I'm not 100% about. So if you have traveled long distances with me and noticed that I am not involved much in the conversation it's because of my low sugar level and/or the company I am in. It could also mean that I'm not interested in the topic at hand.

After the past weekend, I have come to realize certain patterns that I take while traveling. I am sure once I begin my traveling again, I will revert back to the not-so-homesick traveler that I used to be. This summer plan is full of places where I want to travel to, so maybe I'll make the traveler in me return soon!